Love lost, amidst worlds apart

the rain beats against my windshield
as I remember the sweat beading on your face
and how badly I wanted to lick the taste of salt from your skin
its too cold outside for you here.
Sweater weather
how fitting
my eyes dart from
sleek pavement
through blurred window pane
following the chalked white lines
around the seemingly endless bends and curves
petal to the metal
though
there's now point in sleeping
we're only chasing dawn now
these foreign love affairs
across two worlds unknown
I have no choice but to deceit myself into believing it was
all a made-up mind-fucking-illusory
only feelings one could poses
from a penetrating dream-like state of mind now
I wish I had never left you
or
I wish I never had opened my eyes,
and if only I had kept dreaming
while I was in your arms,
or while you called me baby
and the sultry words rolled off your tongue
and it was the most savoring thing I had ever salivated for
or...


my mind scattering into bits of tiny blown up pieces
leery eyed of this weary hearted girl
you really cant see the stars here at night
you asked me what I write
...well...
I write my feelings