Changed a lot of things. My mind set, my body, the way i will forever drive nervously, my perspective on life and Seannas life.
We got hit head on by two teenage girls driving a Volkswagen Jetta on the drivers side..Where Seannas car seat was. Right behind that crushed door. Any other type of car and the story would be a completely different one. I almost made it out of the turning lane and i looked right into their car, I believe they were speeding the girl driver said she never stopped because she thought i had enough time to make it. As i looked at them for a split second i turned my focus back to the street and them slam they hit us. I didn't scream. Thinking back to it the moment was completely silent and i was in shock thinking oh my god i just got hit really bad.. it was the worst feeling i have ever felt in my life. Worse than the heart wrenching feeling when you scrape the rims. They spun my car around in a 180 leaving me facing the oncoming traffic so i panicked and drove up into the driveway a little out of the way to target.
There were so many things that went through my head that day. So many indecisive thoughts. That Friday my mom got in a little wreck, and the other car pulled off her entire bumper but at least it was still drivable. It wasn't after i got hit though. Seannas door was all the way crushed in to the point where it opened a little at the top and wouldn't let me door open either. I was shocked when i realized that too. I put the car into park freaking out that i just got in a second wreck with my moms car. Seanna was crying really bad I turned around she was moving and alright her mouth had blood in it but she had only bit her tongue. I took off my seat belt and went for the door. It wouldn't open I didn't understand at first then was brought to realization that the wreck must have been that bad that the doors couldn't even open. I pulled Seanna out of her car seat onto my lap and I climbed out the other door. I bawled the entire time, sometimes out of fear, sometimes out of happiness, mostly out of regret. I just couldn't stop crying. Those stupid girls called their entire squad to the scene. I felt so alone. They were the ones who hit me. So come to find out that night as i laid in bed crying the pain began to come. My ribs were killing me, my lower back, my neck. My whole entire body hurt so bad. Friday was the worst day. I went to the doctors on Thurs. and he made me an appt to go get an Xray on Friday. I get my results Monday. Defiantly have a few fractured ribs hopefully a healthy spine but the doctor was concerned. The stress has caused my teeth to freak out and I've been in some of the worst pain I've ever been in, in my life. The Doc prescribed me lortabs.. which haven't been helping for anything. I slept all day yesterday. Today my teeth still hurt but my ribs weren't as bad as they had been unless i move suddenly. I feel as though I'll never recover, and I'll never forget this day for sure.
